You are the creator, and you are creating your highest priority in each and every moment. The question to ask yourself is "what is it that I am getting out of NOT receiving what I want?" You probably have a subconscious belief that is at odds with you wanting to receive what you SAY you want. Maybe you have a subconscious belief of not wanting to disappoint someone, or a fear of what will happen if you actually receive it? Your subconscious is 90% of your creative ability, so 90% will usually win out over 10%. The best thing you can do is to become conscious of what your highest priority is. Once you do that, you can begin to choose differently and do the actions that will create the outcome you desire.